My Tiny Secret - My story

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On 5 of May I was born, a lovely baby girl, I've always been a happy child and funny but, when we all grow up, we see things differently, we start to have feelings we all thought they were foolish or stupid, we choose who we want to turn into, so, in my case, I became a very quiet girl, shy and sensitive. I used to see everyone around be very social, very wild and mostly very communicative with other people, I've always been that shy girl that got nervous just talking to someone, it was very hard for me to make friends at that time, I'm not saying I didn't have any friend, I had a few, I used to thought they were the only people who actually couldn't judge me for who I was, but I was wrong, they all became something that I thought they wouldn't turnt to, I thought that I had no one in my life that time, I was mostly scared, I was scared to be alone, I still am, I went to a new school and it was the most difficult thing for me, I was going to 10 grade and I didn't know anyone, I felt small, alone and scared, I thought everyone looked at me like I was some mystical creature or something, I didn't even know how to act in front of that people, I used to think that they were gonna judge me, or something like that, it was complicated my feelings, but, somehow, a group of friends came in my direction and asked me if I wanted to hang out with them, I was happy, I wasn't expecting that at all, I was expecting to be alone, as I've been sometimes, I felt happy although I did not showed that, Since that time I get to know more people from my new class, which made me happy, but, I couldn't trust anyone, I was afraid on getting hurt again, like before, I was afraid that they were going to leave me someday, and I would be alone again, I was lying if I said I still don't think that cause I do, but I let myself free and trust some people again, I was happy, I had people in my life that make me happy, even if they leave me someday, cause I know they will, I can say that I was happy on that time, and that I had someone who I could trust, that's what life is, trusting people, get hurt, be alone, be happy...

Writing is my escape, I could write anything, it was a relief to me, so I thought to myself, why not create my personal blog? Where I could write everything that I like, everything that I want to, and specially, be myself! It should be about your hapiness, all the time, and everyday of your life. My tiny secret is my own refuge, a place where I can be myself without getting judge, why secret? Cause it's only mine, my story, my thoughts and everything that I want to, so remmember, be yourself, never became someone that you don't want to, and remmember too, life is made of choices, You will have to decide your own fate, it's also made of with sadness, hapiness, loss, love and so many other things, so no matter what, just smile, it's one of the most beutiful things about a person so, SMILE!!